Emotional Rollercoaster

Yup, the title explains everything.  This pass week has been a week of emotions...one minute I'm doing great and feel that things will be OK and the next minute(i really mean the next minute) I have to fight back the tears. The worst is when that feeling in your stomach comes around, you know that empty pit feeling in the stomach. Ugh, that is the worst and its stuck in my tummy. 

OK, so for those that don't know...I moved to Mesa, AZ last Saturday for school. I moved into this cute little house, I have 2 roommates Leslie and Lindsey.  They are nice girls. I'm way excited to get to know them and hang out.  They both have love interest/boyfriends and well I don't really date much so that will be kind of interesting.  OK lets be honest its going to suck, the holidays are coming up and I'm single. 

School is going to kill me, I'm for sure of it.  Right now, I basically go Monday-Thursday 8am to 5pm then come home and study and read the next chapters. Seriously, the school load is out of control and I'm so so worried about this semester.  Yikes!  I have made myself go to FHE and some of institute (I left early to go to a concert, I know that's bad).  I like to move but I hate it at the same time, especially the first few weeks in a new place.  Its insanely scary and difficult for me to make new friends b/c I'm shy and insecure.  My dear friend Clint lives in the area and he has been great about inviting to activities and parties and my roommates invite me to things too.  So, I am trying to get out and meet friends but its hard and lets be real here...I need friends in my life.  Thank you Clint, Lindsey and Leslie for inviting to things! 

AZ weather is great!  And today it has been a windy rainy day, great Sunday napping weather.  Also, we decorated the Christmas tree in the house...loved that!

Well, here's to change....yikes